崎岖不平,这一路走来非常艰苦,困难,但是,总算活了过来! 真的很为自己骄傲,却不值,怎么今年受了那么多苦. 往回看,原来都是一场安排给我的考验,要我学会长大,成熟,学会在苦难中找到希望,在自己灿烂光辉时记得感恩.
the toughest was the new environment, and the wrecking relationships it nearly brought.
all the frustrations anger and anguish inside me turns out to be dangerous. hurt myself, fell down, and i'm glad i stood up again. and i'm really glad that in the midst of this hurricane i found lots of precious and golden friends. through the sands of time and tests of faith, i'm fortunate, and glad that many made it through and i definitely cherish every single one.
going through OTC alone, the many quarrels, stressful curriculum and numerous criticism and cold stares really made me learn and grow up alot. sometimes, we are left alone to fend for ourselves. it's not a choice most of the time, but i realise that's part of growing up. i really learn to be more independent under the coercion of such circumstances and i'm glad i think differently now, in a more mature way. :)
and 2007 made me realise, nothing is forever. relations will change someday, the trophies you had collect dust only while nobody remembered who you are a year ago, and it all occurs, with or without our permission. this is the law of nature. and i'm sorry, if i had a choice, maybe i would choose poly. cos' after knowing so much wonderful people, and re-knowing so much wonderful people in temasek, i'm really scared the day that we say goodbye will come. so i rather choose to be selfish, and forget them before they forget me. haha, am i silly.
today is the last day of 2007, i'm sitting here, typing. and this is the first time i really say what i really want to say. thanks, for this year had been a good year, and fuck, i really hate this year. it's really heartwarming to know that there are many around who really care. i just want to say, i really appreciate all the laughter and joy, the encouragement and consolation you all gave. it kept me through this jinxed year.
with AA, bowling. i really like this photo somehow.
yuan's bday. 11years of friendship is magical, really.
teachers' day.
POC, i finally sense some worth this year.
xm corps, my drive in many incidents.
my favourite photo of the year, jerome reads my mind like glass. i'm glad i have such a him in my life.
haha, i really like this photo alot too.
dutchlady milk, my best friend besides ks who accompanies me to school almost everyday. i still love it.
my favourite photo of slping ks. he sleeps wherever he goes.
SHE concert.
looking ahead, i still want all the love i've gotten this year. i want to achieve great A levels results. i want to help the corps to achieve much much more this year. i want a better 2008.
i hate 2007, i really want it to go soon. yet i can't bear to leave 2007, i want to stay in this last day of 2007 for almost forever.
new skin for the new year, and a new song by angela, the ending of the song makes me feel like crying.
thanks for tolerating me, thanks for teaching me, thanks for drilling me, thanks for all the pain, thanks for all the laughter, and thanks for being 2007, the most memorable year of my young life ever. it's the best ever worst year i had.
but i know i'm more ready for 2008, i've been through so much already. the sky should be clear.
Happy New Year everybody, may 2008 be the best ever year you've had in your life. :)
再怎么美丽悲伤也是曾经.
往前看,希望天空万里无云.
对2008的所有所有,我已准备好了!
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