To me.

My greatest pride also disappoint. I am always so proud of that, although that fails me sometimes. Today's the worst, how can you do this. You broke a promise, your own promise to yourself, and to us, indirectly. Where's the courage the trust the determination and that sense of duty? Lost, totally.

You don't know how much you make me proud. Well, so? You put your freaking emotions over your commitment and your love. Tell me, are you ashamed, or not?

"The higher your expectations is, the greater the disappointment will be."
Once again, I fell prey to such a situation.

I feel like crying.