alrytes.
i changed my blog.
cause i wan peace.
cause i wan myself.
cause i wan to rant for all i care.



SOS.
n a code signal calling for help; any call for help



yea.
im calling for help.
save me from this world of nonsense.


firstly.
i hate being a CL.
seriously.
i dread this rank.
it's the ugliest rank ever.
it's the worst rank ever.
it's the most disgusting rank ever.

most people yearn for it. and never succeed.
yet. it falls to me.
it's not just being addressed as a 'sir' like nothing else matters.
it's not just shaking your legs and waiting for people to do things for you.
it's not just coming to see the corp and make sure it doesn't close down.

first thing people.
ever wonder why your rank is on the shoulder?
cause you have to BEAR the burden.
you have to bear the responisibilty.
yea people kid around wa CL big huh.
wa CL sehseh arh.
wtf-ing god.
it's a heavey responsibility for goodness sake.
firstly you are the one holding most authority in school.
you have to be responsible for stjohn in school when no other snrs are arnd.
you have to watch over stjohn and make sure it doesn't go bad to worse.
you must bear those hard times your jnrs give you and maybe some snrs too.

please.
CL is not big, its not seh, its not great.
ITS RESPONSIBLITY.



secondly.
i hate people who dnt follow wad they wan people to follow.
especially those who are supposed to lead by example.
you know who you are.
dammit.





and people are paranoid nowadays.
take an example about missA.
she got nothing to do with tht guy.
they are just goodfriends.
not as if stead =.-
and missA love to kick up a big fuss out of nothing.
she rrly thinks she's someone to be pacified.
she rrly thinks we have to kowtow to her.
she rrly thinks everything will go her way.
GROW UP CAN?
spolit brat.
don't kick up a fuss for nothing.
not everybody is as free as you. idiot.









i've said what i wanna say.
at least it's empty here.
at least not much people know about this place.
at least i got somewhere to share my burden with, other than my good friends.






all i wanna do now.
is get olevels over. with a 6pointer.
and concentrate on stjohn wholeheartedly.
seriously. i dread stjohn now.
after so much happened.
i just wish.
hai.










SOS.