tired! stjohn......

i'm really tired.
i really don't have the feel for zone and NHQ stuff.
yet i have to do it, since i'm an OCT. sad.
nevermind, after this few months it's over! :D

and i'm really really very tired.
sigh, OTC fast fast go away!
maybe because of swimming today ba.
blah, i don't know!
i only know.
next friday 30 march got LEp scholarship interview in the evening.
at MOE, that's BUONA VISTA.
i can die of anything there! so far la.
then 31 mar is flag day at 6.30am. i'll die instantly...

anyway, i really hope.
i can make it for promotion parade.
i really wanna see my juniors promote,
especially my training dept and AA! [provided if they do promote]
and maybe that's the last time i'll be seeing them.
they're stepping down already! and i won't be coming back that often as well.
sad, but well, life's likedat.
you make choices, and you have to give up some important stuff in your life.
maybe after flag day onwards, only going back for 1 hour on friday,
lol, somemore without adam burr and tr, feels so weird.

i also hope, i can make it for CPN@ pulau ubin.
it's on 29,30 june!
the friday and saturday after school reopens.
oh man, i think i got common test around that period.
but i guess i will go, bringing my notes over that?
haha.

shit, i should control myself from going back too often.
studies comes first! but.
sigh, i really will miss adam burr n tr la.
sadd.

OTC! fast fast go away!