MY HAPPY BREAK!

ok this is crazy.
just the first two days of my 4-day break, I'M HAVING REAL FUN.
it's 1.21am now so it's considered the third day, haha.
this is a sign to a bad results for JCTs! haha.
NO LA =P i refused to believe so.
i'm gonna do well, :D -boosting self-confidence-

YES, GEOG WAS A MAJOR DISASTER. but i don't care!
after geog immediately went parkway KBOX! woots.
but i sang like sai, and refused to talk about it!
wanna see or know more go http://blogmoon.blogspot.com


from my VGA phone. :( i miss K800i.





then hurried to xinmin to go to ubin with sec4s. totally waiting for Corps Presentation Nite [CPN :)] since before the start of JCTs la! what the shit.



on the way there. MY HEAD SO BIG!








they played scavenger hunt and stuff while i rested in the room. still felt quite tired from all the laughters during kbox and trying to recover for a fantabulous night! wooots.


it's raining VERY heavily, i look shabby. haha, with the dumb kahlun. this is candid actually. :S











WENLIN WENT FOR CPN :D SO HAPPY!







ok much photos of the night not with me, will upload if i got them. :)
the second day! took lots of crazy shots.



i really like this photo. it is so. touching. i mean it!











CL STELLA! my head big again...









lol...










lol lol lol......








lena bighead and qi. :D








this is absolutely random.










JUNIOR AC! I WANT DOTA!






then went to rachel's house for steamboat today! weeets.
after that went to hk cafe kovan with richard to meet up with the rest of the pigs! i miss him la. never see him for 200years. :D



and i was very very tired by then. didn't really sleep well and was out the whole day. no eyes when i smile. haha :D







talked to xuyuan about college today.
kinda true that haven't been genuinely into it and enjoying it.
i can't, and i don't want to.
other than some of the people in class, i really have no heart in making extra friends or something like that.
they are just 'hello' and a 'byebye'.
doesn't make a difference if i forsake these kind of people in my life.

haha yea, but this 2days of break and fun and laughter make me realise something:
doing the things you should do is not as important as doing the things you love to do.
happiness is not a goal, but a by-product.

-HITS WENBIN- I'M ENLIGHTENED!

just two days of CPN, without much special activity, i really enjoyed myself.
seeing most of the jnrs having fun, seeing the classic oldies letting their hair loose despite the vigorous life each of us have been leading for at least 6months,
i felt very touched and happy. never had i interact with jnrs this much before. it's the first time i see kahmeng talking so much in stjohn after comp.
seeing publicity people working in 4generations together [weiqi all the way to joel,esther's] was great. it's one of the best CPN i've ever been to and seeing michelle trying to work out things well, it just seems to me all the aspirations and worries the people had for the corps was all worth it. much much more worthy.
forgotten ever since when, i see the whole corps in such a united, lively and loud manner. everybody thought so. it was spectacular, at least to me and cl vian and stella.
i love stjohn without reason, as much as there's no reason to question this passion, for now, and probably for the time to come by. seeing your cadets like the graduating sec4s cheer like the strength of the whole universe combined, this is the most rewarding scene you ever get for putting in your time and effort.
really, you'll understand when you do, you don't cos' you're not part of it.

just a short gathering with rachel they all and purepigs.
this feeling's definitely different from gatherings with IT Club or stuff.
the conversation i had with the former is much longer than i had ever with any JC working partners.
with purepigs and people, words just come naturally. i don't have to be afraid of offending anybody, this is what i call good friends-they forgive and accept you as who you are.
i just feel super comfortable with my dearest friends. just a short conversation with richard on the MRT also help me feel, yadda. [i'm lacking in expressions. too yadda for words.]
a short msg, a jiayou from them makes your day.
time is short, if i could turn back my time to secondary school days, i definitely would spend more time with every single one of them, lock myself up in stjohn room everyday and appreciate everything i should appreciate-the air, light and warmth.

now, i should learn to look forward to everyday, make the best out of everything even when the world seems to be against you, and really, appreciate.
appreciate college life, appreciate your chinese lit teacher who gives you nothing but projects, appreciate the fact he didn't chase you for the project even when it's two weeks late, appreciate the discipline master, appreciate your cca for you are the president their leader, appreciate.

and i hate life without K800I.

POST STJOHNDAY :D

i thought i should blog about something related to stjohn. weets.
AND I'M DONE WITH ECONS EXAMS! i thin i'm gonna fail econs though,
haha but i don't really care. :P

the hong the yang and the bin, IM SHORTEST. :(

training dept 2006.

ACNC2005! weeets.

MY SISTERRRR! si wenlin.

lol inter-UG footdrill com in xms. I CAN'T BELIEVE WE WON EVERYTHING EXCEPT BEST COMMANDER, yes i am very sad. i still see serena they all at level 3 directly opposite me! that's such a scary scene. standing alone in the biggg parade square with millions of eyes staring at you and YOU HAVE TO COMMAND. weets, i did it anyway :)

i look like some sickening ahpek. champions' night 2006. THIS YEAR'S COMING! i getting 'friends of xms' right? LOL.

and up til now, i am still very glad and guilty that ks is in tj. lol... and i just remembered, if my maths get A [i hope so] and my chinese lit geog and econs get U [i think chinese lit wont fail..]. it will be AUUU. sounds like 'ouch' or 'awww'. lol. SAD.

and in tj, i also find sisters who can act uglier than me. happy man :)
TOMORROW IS LAST PAPER GEOGRAPHY! AND IT'S CORPS PRESENTATION NIGHT!
I'M SO HIGH! FINALLY CAN SEE CHUAWENLIN!

got feel so say. [有感而发]

finally, MY OTC CAMP PHOTOS.

aiyo, sweet gays, with TANGO and our GI, SAM SIR! :D
[dinner during at hike, bukit timah hill?]










TANGO again, the hike, with our SI charles sir and AI hweechin maam!










ALPHA DIVISION!
during team building games, low elements.










LOL, yes i am geog student but i don't know how to read maps. :x
during the hike, uncontrolled navigation.










went punggol park the last two nights.
felt tired so went there to suck the wind,
i mean take a breather.
never study much, but got real tired.












and played with my panaroma effect again! :D

ok the point is,
got lots of stuff to say, but i don't know where to start.
sometimes, maybe if we sit down quietly, and analyse ourselves,
we realise we always got more negative stuff to tell of others rather than the positive ones.
i guess really, when we take time off to look at how bad others are, we lose time to appreciate them.

went to study with jerome and arvina yesterday! HAHA.
woots, so fun. but i did nothing but maths again.
lol. that's not bad, but not good either when i haven't done geography and economics and i sure know how to waste time!! :S
dined with jerome, arvina went off early.
and we came up with a conclusion: BLOGS ARE ROOT TO ALL EVIL! haha.
kinda true, somehow. man...




sometimes, you may forget the things you do together, the memories you had, even the things you said.
but it doesn't mean, the other person will forget the things you do together, the memories together, and the things you said.
all you need is to remember the other person's existence, and all comes back, somehow.

woots i love jerome! his birthday is comingggg :D
and i better study.

life keeps going on, JCT as well.

feeling kinda tired. still got ITC camp, LEP camp. whatever whatever.
sounds so boring. not like OTC camp :D
haha. but the ants and mosquitoes are disgusting.
blisters still don't go off but good thing is, the abrasion wound subsided already.
you know where's my abrasions? the inner thighs! wakao, hike until friction and cause abrasion.
lolol.
whatever, TANGO lets go out soooon.


28thMAY LISA'S BIRTHDAY :D
immediately after OTC break camp i went out to celebrate lisa's bday. i'm so nice.






birthday girl thinks she can be big bully...

ROY! so long never see him.

stella! :D

QIQI! lol, weirdo lai de.

stunting in the neoprint machine. woots.

29thMAY COMPTEAM05 GATHERING!
heh, went to hg mall and eat. sorry la, i'm late again. :x
wenlin meh and kai never turn up. sad.
and i forgot to take photo with elly yang and qi!

lena

chinhong! i thought we look alike :D

shahh!

sick jas! LOL.











sigh, i feel very weird today.
whatever.
bye people :)
i must try to study for june common test.
it's coming and i haven't touch my thick notes.
skipped econs lecture today and sure to get a harsh scolding by mrs raj.
but i can care no less.

OTC CAMP IS SO SO SO OVER :D

WHEE.
say that you're happy for me!
cause i passed through the OTC CAMP!!!!
WAKAKAKA.

day1.
you know what happened as soon as we booked in?
tekan session.
pour out our bags except for clothes, put back in.
pour out again, put back in.
pour out again, put back in.
lol, kinda funny.
officers keep saying what 'nvm, you guys are selfish...' whatever whatever. it sounded real funny la, because everybody will know you're trying to spite us to do better. we're near officer standards ;)

then immediately.
IT'S TRIAGE.
i really got a shock.
cause my impression of triage was like, pulling us out at the middle of the night.
heng alpha is casualty team. so we went out.
paired up with Sierra's weiling.
she's J2 and she comes for OTC. SIAO AR.
and both of us got bitten by dogs :D i got left calf injury and two of her fingers got ripped off.
the funniest thing is, the triage case started cos dogs were chasing a group of hikers. LOL.
damn damn stupid. but triage is fun, i like first aid :)


was hike after that. damn tired then, don't know why.
1st two stations of hike were supposedly urban stations, but Tango decided to give nature a try.
we climbed slopes, cliffs, and everything i thought i could never climb and got our shoes all dirty with soil. haha. i'm so afraid of heights and we walked just on the edge of cliffs! my heart nearly came out. my physical geog teacher would be happy i did that and would ask me to take shots for her.

fastforward... ok reached the jelutong tower, i think it's spelt like that.
william sir, the dearest discipline officer gave us points on map and we were supposed to use our mapreading skills to navigate our way. LUCKILY, xinying damn pro. we managed to find one point but not the other. heh, BUT GOOD ENOUGH! we managed to make our way out of the jungle. xinying got the mapreading gold with honours badge endorsed by me! LOL.
ok, so all in all, we kissed nature during the daytime hike. whew.

soon it's night la!
OTC met in bukit timah hill and we ate dinner on the road there. took time out to bond with my group and ofcourse my dearest lardlard :)
ok disgusting, that stupid adelard.
all caught in photos! my god. officers are going to have a fun time looking at those gay moments.
if i got the photos, will post the nicer ones up k!

after dinner was the very very meaningful moment.
we climbed 4km of stairs and slopes.
not really that tough, but many can't tahan. dragged that shuyu all the way up.
stupid shu, you came so far and you shouldn't give up likedat.
really, the atmosphere is there. everybody was shouting like crazy. "JIAYOU OTC! ENDURE ENDURE! you can do it! do it good, once and for all!"
"G double O D J O B good job good job! good job good job!"
suddenly can feel the spirit of the whole course.
damn damn damn united, never seen this in my life.
tough times bring people working together.
:D
lol i think in total, we hiked for about 25km :)

the day ended when we got called out for fire drill when we were ready to sleep.
IT'S TRIAGE AGAIN. landslide case.
i was made the P1 IC.
my god, how suay can i be.
no helpers, and i was left alone to do CPR.
out of 20+ casualties, only 3 evacuated to ambulance. slow...
got so much comments and so much changes i would like to make, and god was indeed KIND to me the next day...

day2.
FINALLY, IT'S DAY2.
the low elements team building games were boring.
so was the high elements.
lol. sat around with guanwei and talked and talked and talked.
cause the whole Alpha division was in the activities together.
so glad guanwei was in Sierra, same division :)
then lunch time, so abrupt.
they call us to clean up the campsite.
they called Alpha and Bravo to go training shed to clean,
while Charlie went to the bastketball court.
so so so not right. Alpha was casualty for triage 1, Bravo was casualty for triage 2, and now Charlie went missing...
hmmm, the triage ICs duo comes from Bravo first, then Charlie... so it means.
all in all, it just meant that it's a funny plot to separate us from Charlie, while there's a triage and triage ICs duo most likely will come from Sierra and Tango.

and i was right. Azlan ordered by the DM to shout fire to Alpha and Bravo.
quickly assembled, and guanwei got tekaned like siao.
oh forgot to add, he's the Course IC for day 2.
then abruptly, sam sir read out the triage case.
it's a fire case this time round.
"so the triage IC from Sierra will be guanwei. and the triage IC from Tango [stares at me for one second] will be wenbin."
wa damn. i got a shock.
before i went to camp, i told myself a thousand times the last thing im gonna get for camp is triage IC. damn stressed and easliy-failed job. lol.
but since i'm with guanwei, heck care, I HUO4 CHU1 QU4 LE!
he got no voice at the time, so disadvantaged.
so immediately i just ordered all evat teams and firstaiders to the command post.
got lots of miscommunications from the start.
dismiss the evat team, called them back, dismissed them again, and called them back.
very messy.
but quickly we got the estimated amount of casualties-17-while in actual fact there's more than that.
but we can't care any further. the other 4 to 5 casualties all were unconscious and we do not have first aid supplies at all in the first place. so left them to die in the fire.
but in actual fact, we have first aid supplies and TOC materials once ambulance arrive. so panicky that both of us actually forgot. damn stupid! haha. but it's ok.
i thought we did a great job although the command post was chaotic. there's 3 hysterical patients, my tian.
the good thing is: we sent 15 out of 17 casualties to the ambulance! :D
GREAT JOB, although not that good, but i think me and guanwei are the best triage IC duo among the three. :D
good experience too, whew.

ok, after triage onwards, the rest are quite boring.
i only rmbed doing the lame dooga cheer with kahmeng for a thousand times. and campfire was a slight cockup.
got sentry duty from 4.30am to 6am. damn stupid. lardlard told us to walk around the campsite regularly, so me and hongyi walked around the whole of hometeam NS. saaw dogs and were scared. they bite ok. i dont want a real triage case. so we headed back after a while. in the end we just have to walk around their tents! stupid adelard, not clear in your instructions.
and dearest lard turns out to be course IC for last day. haha damn funny la him, and i wrote the officers' creed for him with my eyes half-close during sentry duty. yawn.

the next day [today] was best. telematch cancelled cause only 25 man remaining in camp.
we booked out of camp at 9am! WHEEE. :)

these few days were quite enjoyable.
reflected on why i came to this course, the discipline officer sure helps a lot in my thinking.
what makes me different from my cadets? why are you here suffering these torturings and torments when you are so old and mature only? you wanna quit halfway cause you THOUGHT you can't make it, and return to being a weak sgt, ssgt, or CL?
the discipline officer was kinda influential.

ohman, Tango although short-strengthed, was real cool.
infact the whole Alpha! we might be the smallest division, but i'm sure we are good!









MY TJC OTC BROTHERS!
kahmeng gave us names =.-
from left: kahmeng the kukunut, guanwei the hazelnut, and i'm gingko nut! lol.












never fail to take photos anytime, anywhere.
on cab today when me and chelsa booked out :D
shit, i forgot to take photos with the rest,
and guanwei and kahmeng booked out early. ):




guanwei
lard
xinying
melissa! [S.H.E ROCKS! :D]
chelsa
weiling
shuyu
michelle
azlan
kwanghian
yongsiang
hongyi
pearlning
and the rest of ALPHA DIVISON and KAHMENG!
we must pass out, together! :D

ok gng to meet lisa now.
happy birthday lisa!
i hope my jnrs did well for chinese olevels.

OTC CAMP 26MAY to 28 MAY 2007.

haven't been a trainee for a hundred years, i'm really scared.
i'm scared i can't stand the idiotic scoldings,
i'm scared the rain comes, and we sleepy in muddy tents,
i'm scared they wake me up, pull me out of the tent to be triage IC etc.

i've come this far.
lots of ugly and nasty comments when i got CL, i don't want it anyway.
lots of funny comments and remarks when i became training head, i can't bother too.
all iknow is i'll work hard, and i've worked hard.
i really really like stjohn.
serena and karen used to tell me, "it's Olevels, stop your stjohn stuff.", "aiyo cancel la! stjohn so important meh!" blahblah shit.
now they don't.
cause they know what is it to me.
my temasek friends also understood.
seokjie knows it's like her and baoguan.

people stop asking me why so commited to stjohn, i mean my friends.
they all know. and they understand.
march and april period, i wasn't free.
chionged for 7 weeks, with school on weekdays and stjohn on weekends.
no break, no nothing.
even good friday. i still rmbed. 6april, it became a zone meeting.
i though i could rest but i couldn't.
i endured it through, with many being caring and understanding.
purepigs try and get me out, for mahjong, for voluntary work, and even for a simple meal!
but i can't afford the time.
karen tried to get me out, but i was busy.
they never call me to give up.

serena knows i had difficulties with theory phase.
but she didn't say why not u might as well give up, you have no obligations.
she said jiayou. til now i'm still very touched. cause she understood.


and gng through everything alone is torturous.
yes u have funny funloving friends and gays in the group.
but it's no one i'm familiar with.
when i knew i was gng alone, i'm a bit disappointed, really.
thought whether i should, and i can continue or not.
maam sock understood, she didn't say "i don't care! u must carry on! if not...."
she encouraged me to endure through, but if really i can't, she'd understand...

i really appreciated everything.
no matter how sian or disappointed or whatever i might feel at times for stjohn.
it's different. i'll still come to love it again, and again, and again.
and stjohn gave me a lot of chances, alot alot.
i can't forgive myself if i don't do something to repay what taught me the most.
miss ng and mrs tan helped me so much so much. they didn't ask for anything,
they only want us to come back and help out.
i'm already halfway through the course.
if i give up now i'm wasting my time, alumni's time, cadets' time, and teachers' time.
i'll be wasting everybody's efforts, and all my other friends outside who understood how i wanna get through this, even if it sucks to the core deeper than the core of the earth.

i'm scared, but i really wanna get through this.
i promise i won't cry in camp.
i keep getting this emo-in-camp syndrome in camp, whether trainee or trainer.
weak, i must change and challenge myself.
it's not NCO course. it's OFFICER COURSE.

i can't waste koksiong's time listening to me say all those, and all these.
i don't wanna sacrifice missed gatherings with my secsch friends by quitting the course.
i really really wanna serve the corps, as a stronger leader and person.
i'm scared, but i really wanna get through all this, make myself proud, and feel that i'm the best person on earth for just one second.

it's THREE DAYS ONLY WENBIN.

jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.
jiayou wenbin.

unjustified. OTC theory over. BEST TRAINEE!

sorry, i don't have the rest of the photos.
i felt so unjustified.
i really had confidence in NA.
but, some other... omg.
i really felt unjustified. so so so so so unjustified.
the girls... sigh. i understand how it feels, i understand how shirleen feels.

AC AA and NC, they fought hard too.
but, i admit hwachong is real power. they deserve it more.
ahmad ibrahim... haha. i don't even know how they are.

after footdrill was over,
sat down there, talked with maam atikah.
i suddenly got a very tired feeling, we're talking about JCs.
and got a feeling all 4 teams will not get first.
felt freaking scared, and feel like crying out loud.

but it's in the parade square, what the hell.
so i went in to the toilet, wanted to wash my face.
i saw the last cubicle at the corner so tempting, i went in, and locked the door.
wanted to call someone to share my worry.
thinking of CL zuli, but i should not worry her further.
i called koksiong instead.
after a "hello', i immediately cried.
i wanted to talk, but realised my voice echoed the whole toilet.
told him how i felt and thei vision i had, and hung up.
buried myself near the toilet bowl and cried.
disgusting, ugly and unmanly. i wasn't man anyway.

was wrong to cry, already an OCT, should be the one encouraging and giving comfort.
the CLs can manage this emotional thing much better than i can, felt useless.
but well, my worst nightmare came true.

went up to the hall,
dared not face adam and liying and bernie and weiqi and shirleen.
roughly i can guess the results. my sixth sense is most of the time accurate, and sometimes accurate at the wrong time.
saw CL zuli, and i can't stand it again.
OCT loo's weak.

the results got announced. saw shili's NC grieving.
i can't stand it. as i consoled, i joined them too.
saw NA, they're worse. i... sigh.
siewbeng and ismail sat at where burr cried last year and i tried to console him in tears too.
NC was sitting at the place where liying and steph's team sat last year, not celebrating aloud cause tianrong's did not do as well.
they're still young children, who have promising looks...

gotta work harder for CAA.
gonna be a tough year ahead.
_____________________________

Course IC wasn't fun.
got tekan-ed a few times by the Discipline Officer.
he tried to hold back his laughter sometimes when it's really funny.
likedat will have internal bleeding, he don't understand.
MOI pass! but i think i didn't do well, so... but i still hope for an A.
theory was hard. sigh.

i hope i can get all As for OTC, then at least i have the chance to qualify for best trainee.
i must do xinmin proud, i shall aim for best trainee of OTC 2007.
this is pride to the school. this is pride to the corps. this is pride to the zone.
my children showed me they really wanna bring glory back to xinmin.
how could i even think of smoking through OTC?
i must lead by example and show them that octloo's always behind them.
i can make xinmin corps proud again, i swear.

OTC theory phase ends today. i still don't like nor hate the course.
but i really like Tango! best group ever.
and i think only this few activities we start to open up, sad.
but next week we'll have a gathering! i hope.
camp phase coming real fast too.

this also tells me, no more xinmin for one month.
no more stjohn for one month.
study and homework starts tomorrow. get serious.
sigh. i must aim for best male trainee.

morale is low.

low morale.
my great friend told me that, "i can motivate you, but in the end is you who needs to change your mindset."
that's true, so true.
anyone can motivate you, but that's how much and how far someone can bring you.
it's you yourself who need to help yourself in the end.
everyone, take 5minutes and go reflect.
neh, he reflected until he dozed off.











i can't believe i cried today after what CL zuli told the trainers.
yea, that's so true.

"your teams will get sad, but who really feels the pinch and got so freaking sad is you all, the trainers..."

in fact i still can't forget.
how burr said sorry a million times when they lost.
how tianrong cried and i don't know what to say or do, but cried as well.
how adam and kahmeng remains dumb, and stunned...

i don't want the current people to feel this way too, and their trainers.
let me try tmr again.
it's my last chance.


and i bought avril's album.
not bad weiqi!

failed econs test badly. 7/25.
well college life, i don't like the feeling.

I AM IN COLLEGE. WHEE (:

yesterday....
AA AC must jiayou jiayou.
HCI footdrill really damn zai.
I saw it with my own eyes on sunday.
They even train on sundays! oh my god.
And they were so uniform, but yet their trainers still samulah.
c'mon, book your trainers down to HQ on sundays too! :D
I hope to see you guys during OTC and your HQ trainings next sunday! :D

haha i'm weird, i don't want to use a new post.
gahhh :S
okay, had maths lecture just now and it's freaking boring.
bev, sitting beside me just uploaded that photo on her livejournal.
WHAT IS THIS?! haha. rahhh.
maths tutorial got cancelled, since there's only 6 of us left in college.
eng lit people went little india to eat curry, LOL.

i just wanna say, i got the most outstanding student for year 2006! lol.
omg, i'm freaking shocked. changrong slapepd my face when he heard that, haha.
[disgress: TJCians remember to vote changrong and zhiyuan for SC!]
yes, i'm the valedictorian for xms 4E5N 2006, haha.
need to give a speech on speech day.
another plusplus on my JC testimonial.
another step closer to MOE scholarship.
another monetary source ^^

okay. haha. i shall stop here.
whee i still got a longgggg break!
byebye people :D

The tough gets going!

[blogged in word format]
Okay, what a day.
Had AA gathering on Good Friday! can’t be anymore funnier! Hahahahaha.
I just realized I got the talent of making ugly and stupid faces!
Econs students, this is no doubt the elasticity of the skin! [ES]
and i changed my phone! hahaha. K800I with great tennis game.

Saturday was FAC briefing, and two words: WASTE TIME!
Really, I could spend my wise time on maths tutorials or something.
I really am very slow behind compared to my CG.
But well, I think, I can catch up with another 2 days : P
I’m hyper, can’t help it!

Sunday was OTC.
Almost dozed off during every lecture.
And we had two hours of English lessons! That wasn’t communication!
Oh well.. I like Tango! We’re all very funny.
Sam Sir told us something on Sunday and I thought, well. It’s quite true.
And I want to share with the baby compteams.
“When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.”
Never bow to evil forces my juniors! When you guys find it tough, you guys get tougher!
:D I know I’ll be proud of you guys.

And Tango won the communication [it’s ENGLISH language] games[or test]!
Haha, thanks to michelle and aaron.
But I still feel sian towards OTC.
PT was tougher than the previous. Adelard and me sweated another 2 puddles of water.
It made me feel like shit today during PE @ TJC today. Oh man.

Today!
Haha finally school started after a rather long weekend.
And I felt very lethargic.
Made a promise to my geographical side of me to study human geog on the bus since there’s a test today.
I guessed I’ve failed. I slept on the bus once I board on and koksiong scolded me. lol.
Rahh! But I think I still did great for the data response test today! HMPH!
You never take geography and never realize how hard it is! Still psycho me to take chemistry! Hahahaha. *lame diao. I think I’m talking to myself.

And today, I just realized something funny in college.
Hmmm, to gain popularity, you have to act.
Really, acting. Fancy just a student council election,
And I see one or two twerps standing up and ACT like a leader.
What donation drive, and it’s an one-man show somemore.
I’m sorry to be blunt, but you drenched in sweat with your green uniform doesn’t make me empathise with you. It makes me feel that you’re doing this drive for votes and popularity.
Oh my. And I think zhiyuan’s much better! Haha.
Sort of regretted it, maybe I should run for elections with zhiyuan too.
Poor her, she’s alone.
I really just realized how evil and nasty politics can get.

Rahh! I ran 2.4km again without stopping! Ahahaha.
But it’s 12.10 minutes. Slow wenbin! Next week’s pull up and board jump.
I think I’ll fail both and have to go for SPECIAL PE lessons, oh great.
T.T

I have loads of homework undone. And I promised to seokie to catch up with the rest of the CG! Haha, give me this whole week to catch up.
And I just realized I haven’t done MOI! Haha. Dead meat.
Oh, and photos with Beverly and Sarah and a birdbird photo of huang guoxiong.




































sjab sjab sjab sjab sjab!
OTC is ending, two more theory phases! :D

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Promotion Parade 2007!

went back to xinmin with huang guoxiong!
haha.
promotion parade was so rewarding.
i'm proud of myself because i trained 3 STAFF SERGEANTS! :D
sigh, so touched.
and weiqi congrats! you're CL! lol.
and ma'am atikah should be my best role model.
she lives in hougang, studies in VJC, and still have time for stjohn.
i should learn from her.

ok econs test tmr and i've done NOTHING.
bye people :D