my tian, fate brought us together.
really really happy to see them, especially jiaying.
both of us cut our hair, she looks cool and i look like nerd.
people say we cut crazy hair cause we have problems that we wanna forget...
totally agreed.
cut a stupid hairstyle for stupid otc camp.
hair is gone, but the problems stick on my head like venom.
i gave up HC elections for something i love.
and tjc might not wanna recognise that, it's okay.
yet now i felt cheated.
maybe it appears that something i thought i love to do disappoints me, alot, alot.
i felt like shit. i really do.
forsaken a pretty resume, a pretty testimonial, a pretty portfolio for something i think i would love. yes i do, but... sigh.
chinese drama are going to have their SYF next year.
the teacher said if i go NYJ, i will be definitely be part of their SYF team.
my god, why stay here, suffer all sorts of tortures in something i don't like to do.
video productions is not the same without zhiyuan rachel and mr tang.
nah, sigh, chinese drama... it's SYF.
it's NY chinese drama. it's my dream.
nevermind, just a self-rant post.
you guys won't understand,
how it feels like being cheated by your passion. your long-loved passion.
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