just the first two days of my 4-day break, I'M HAVING REAL FUN.
it's 1.21am now so it's considered the third day, haha.
this is a sign to a bad results for JCTs! haha.
NO LA =P i refused to believe so.
i'm gonna do well, :D -boosting self-confidence-
YES, GEOG WAS A MAJOR DISASTER. but i don't care!
after geog immediately went parkway KBOX! woots.
but i sang like sai, and refused to talk about it!
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from my VGA phone. :( i miss K800i.
then hurried to xinmin to go to ubin with sec4s. totally waiting for Corps Presentation Nite [CPN :)] since before the start of JCTs la! what the shit.
on the way there. MY HEAD SO BIG!
they played scavenger hunt and stuff while i rested in the room. still felt quite tired from all the laughters during kbox and trying to recover for a fantabulous night! wooots.
it's raining VERY heavily, i look shabby. haha, with the dumb kahlun. this is candid actually. :S
WENLIN WENT FOR CPN :D SO HAPPY!
ok much photos of the night not with me, will upload if i got them. :)
the second day! took lots of crazy shots.
i really like this photo. it is so. touching. i mean it!
CL STELLA! my head big again...
lol...
lol lol lol......
lena bighead and qi. :D
this is absolutely random.
JUNIOR AC! I WANT DOTA!
then went to rachel's house for steamboat today! weeets.
after that went to hk cafe kovan with richard to meet up with the rest of the pigs! i miss him la. never see him for 200years. :D
and i was very very tired by then. didn't really sleep well and was out the whole day. no eyes when i smile. haha :D
talked to xuyuan about college today.
kinda true that haven't been genuinely into it and enjoying it.
i can't, and i don't want to.
other than some of the people in class, i really have no heart in making extra friends or something like that.
they are just 'hello' and a 'byebye'.
doesn't make a difference if i forsake these kind of people in my life.
haha yea, but this 2days of break and fun and laughter make me realise something:
doing the things you should do is not as important as doing the things you love to do.
happiness is not a goal, but a by-product.
-HITS WENBIN- I'M ENLIGHTENED!
just two days of CPN, without much special activity, i really enjoyed myself.
seeing most of the jnrs having fun, seeing the classic oldies letting their hair loose despite the vigorous life each of us have been leading for at least 6months,
i felt very touched and happy. never had i interact with jnrs this much before. it's the first time i see kahmeng talking so much in stjohn after comp.
seeing publicity people working in 4generations together [weiqi all the way to joel,esther's] was great. it's one of the best CPN i've ever been to and seeing michelle trying to work out things well, it just seems to me all the aspirations and worries the people had for the corps was all worth it. much much more worthy.
forgotten ever since when, i see the whole corps in such a united, lively and loud manner. everybody thought so. it was spectacular, at least to me and cl vian and stella.
i love stjohn without reason, as much as there's no reason to question this passion, for now, and probably for the time to come by. seeing your cadets like the graduating sec4s cheer like the strength of the whole universe combined, this is the most rewarding scene you ever get for putting in your time and effort.
really, you'll understand when you do, you don't cos' you're not part of it.
just a short gathering with rachel they all and purepigs.
this feeling's definitely different from gatherings with IT Club or stuff.
the conversation i had with the former is much longer than i had ever with any JC working partners.
with purepigs and people, words just come naturally. i don't have to be afraid of offending anybody, this is what i call good friends-they forgive and accept you as who you are.
i just feel super comfortable with my dearest friends. just a short conversation with richard on the MRT also help me feel, yadda. [i'm lacking in expressions. too yadda for words.]
a short msg, a jiayou from them makes your day.
time is short, if i could turn back my time to secondary school days, i definitely would spend more time with every single one of them, lock myself up in stjohn room everyday and appreciate everything i should appreciate-the air, light and warmth.
now, i should learn to look forward to everyday, make the best out of everything even when the world seems to be against you, and really, appreciate.
appreciate college life, appreciate your chinese lit teacher who gives you nothing but projects, appreciate the fact he didn't chase you for the project even when it's two weeks late, appreciate the discipline master, appreciate your cca for you are the president their leader, appreciate.
and i hate life without K800I.
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