Monday, October 15, 2007

emotional.

okay haven't been updating.
trying to make a tough decision to continue this blog or switch to a livejournal.
blogger really sucks sometimes.

yea last friday went out with jerome changrong mel and chiangchin to seoulgarden! :D
omg it's been a hundred years!
finally we met.
talked kinda alot, joked, cooked, and ate icecream ^^
it was a wonderful night. it just feel like one year ago.
well, sigh. haha.
we should meet up soon, or have a 406 gathering. :)
I HAVEN'T SEEN ADRIAN AND SHERMAINE FOR QUITE LONG ALSO!


















































and jerome!
thanks, i mean, really thanks.
for not just being a great friend, but an understanding brother.
said nothing but you know something wasn't right.
i guess i really can't hide anything from you.
now i'm praying we both can take maths together next year.
lots of love. (:

changrong! :D
takecare and stay strong,
i'm always here! you still have me.

went to sakura on saturday!
that was damn far ok!
it's like.... WOAH. haha.
clementi somewhere, what the dot.
but the food was great, i ate till i nearly died. haha.
i'm sure kel yingjie jiaying and ser as well!
and i stupidly scooped lots of salmon sashimi! HAHA.
never mind i was able to finish all of those :D
guess after two days of buffet, i need a 10-mile jog to shed all those away.
nah i'm kidding! haha.
went west coast to play stupid stuff afterwards. heh.


























































































went Kbox with jiaying and yingjie yesterday! haha.
the hundredth time after promos, ytd was 5bucks! okay, is 5++++++++.
of course i'm a good brother.
before i went out of the house i make sure my siblings are well-fed :D
they got pizza cheesecake blahblahblah.
i ate only a slice of cake for dinner. :S













great cook! :D [not everybody knows how to operate a microwaveoven.]





after k, went jiaying's house for mahjong! justin joined us. :D
haha, stayed over ytd.
and it was the first time i won big man. ok, i always lose ma.













went to watch lust.caution today with yuan and tang.
wasn't really a good show, nearly dozed off.
the pan-fried pasta also sucks! awww.
:(


realised much of my post-promos is spent with purepigs.
well-spent, i must say :)

at least i forget everything i want to forget during this period of time.
but whenever i go back home, settled down alone, thoughts just run away the room like crazy.
it's been almost a week, and it's torturous.
went through my phone, looked at the photos, the memories.
everything was so beautiful, until a single sentence destroyed the whole thing.
i'm sad, with a tinge of disappointment. after everything that made us, we actually let a sentence break us.
bu4 gan1 xin1, you understand? maybe you won't even visit.

lucky for you all readers, i can't type chinese with my comp.
you guys are spared of the surging emotions.

let me wish jiaying justin dingjie and xiongwei goodluck for their results tmr :)
i'm sure it will turn out fine.

and serena, stay strong, they're your family, who are always concerned about you. kinship is forever. take another view and see it as something many don't have. :) we're always here!

kelvin, cheer up :) what's done cannot be undone and it isn't your fault seriously. it takes two hands to clap right? takecare!


and yes, it takes two hands to clap.
it takes the both of us to mend this too, i really want to.

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