Blog blog blog mindblock.

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL WEDNESDAY EVENING WHEN I JUST REACHED HOME FROM SCHOOL.
YES, it's SCHOOL during the beautiful holidays. Thanks arh, tsk.
Okay fine, I haven't blog for a while. ALRIGHT FINE, more than a while.
Mardi Gras, was okay. didn't dress up, no time to, don't want to, and lots of reasons for not dressing up. Haha, but it was fun, somehow.




omg, again.

























JASONLOW! omg i'll miss his stupid (ironically he's a genius) face since there's no more H3.






Last Saturday was cycling for the kids! Quite fun eh, I enjoyed it. I'm sure Miss Ng Mr Chow and Adam enjoyed it too. I wonder if the juniors did so too.






























FIELDWORK! On monday eh? Yup monday. Haha, was kind of, fun! LOL.
Photos kindly edited by Maziah! :)











































(RANDOM: I MET JIAYING SOMETIME LAST WEEK TOO! :) I LOVE YOU!)

Okay, back to life.

Yesterday was an eventful day.
Saw that with my own bloody eyes, and I really woke up and thought about everything. Was quite stupid to trap myself inside this maze, and actually all I have to do is to get out of it. Maybe Someone up there decided to give me a lil' push and reminded me of the life I have ahead. Should move on and stop dwelling on the past. Yes that's true.
So I hope, I will not hear from you again, so I won't get swayed by my own thoughts and emotions again. Thanks friend, do me this last favour. I guess I'm determined to move on this time, right wb?

There's alot of things in my head that I want to tell someone, that I want to forget, that I never want it to happen. But sometimes again, what's the use of telling others? Matters are still like that, not as if wasting more saliva means solving the problem. So today, I rather keep matters to myself. Maybe I can do it better alone.
Yet, I'm scared of this kind of thought I'm having. Tell me it's just part of growing up. Hmmm.

And I realise I'm getting more and more naggy, haha. I hope that's something good. I should nag myself into studying. I should also nag myself into thinking lesser and acting more.
Omg lots of thinking really can kill. I'm scared of myself, somehow.
I'm scared of you too, I don't want to turn into you.

Tell all of you another secret,
I'm actually looking forward to CDI, hee. Hope it's fun. I hope I can slim down, lol!
HI ADAM, I will see you again.

"It doesn't matter as long as the right ones stay :)," a right one said so.
Hee, thanks a lot Director (LOL).

Wait! I got a new hair, ok not exactly new, but newer. I got a feeling Moon and Seok will see NO difference (again) but bear will notice.
And MOON call me okay! Got something to tell you about CLL tmr! I hope you bought a better phone!

To end off, a very childish photo Serena took yesterday, of me sucking my ice ermm. What do you call this in English? Lol mindblock.










Tell you another secret, ok two.
I really really miss secondary school life.
And, I feel like switching to a LJ, hmm.

Hi Friends.

OMG ONE MORE THING TO ADD.

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All the best for your common test richard, I miss you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA TAN, I'll see you soon!
We should go watch a movie soon Rachel! Kungfu Panda? :D
JEROME LAU, study? :)
Mel mel mel MEOW, lol. Next week!
App App App Apple Dave CCR! Erm, next week too? :D
Chua wenlin! I very long never go Seoul Garden already, lol random.
Laowu! Movie with Rachel? Maybe zhiyuan and jon?

Yup. :)

Love, WB.

To learn and never be filled, is wisdom; to teach and never be weary, is love.

Six years of my life here, in this little big family, from young to old, from being naive to the mature self, I have to thank a lot of people along the way.
One of those, one of the most important, will be our Corps Superintendent.

If not for you, I will not be back. You gave me and my mates so many opportunities, for me to stand in front of the young ones with such confidence and presence, and experienced so so many, that when I didn't join the brigade when I was in Xinmin, I would've regretted it so much, that I'd lead a stupid life.

But I am sorry, really sorry. If Yongqing's squad gave you lots of troubles and disappointments, I am sure my squad did as well, or even more. Attendance, disciplinary problems, re-shuffling and re-deployments, ... , I wonder we were the worst batch in your years of being the TIC, especially when we were between CL Zuli's very strong squad, and Liying's.

Now that you are leaving us, after ten years of leading the corps, I wonder how are you feeling. I wonder, when you are in the other school, finding no black and white uniform group, no corps leaders calling you from outside the staff room almost daily, no rejecting of proposals and scolding of cadets, no parade square to stand on with hundreds of cadets looking up to you, or dreading your presence, Maam, I wonder, would you miss us?

I am sure you will, cos' we'll miss you too. We'll still bag those CAA Gold, those FAC trophies, those weird bowling competition awards, and many more back to our corps even when you're not with us physically. We'll still apply hell lots of badges until HQ don't have the stocks, we'll continue to produce quality and strong leaders for the corps and brigade, and maintain our undefeatable position as the strongest uniform group in Xinmin. I know when all these happen, you'll be as happy as when you're still our Corps Supt. I know you won't leave us.

And personally, thank you. For giving me a lot a lot of chances, even when you faced oppositions, even when your stand was not agreed by many others. For your persistance, I swear to serve as long as I can.

Thank you, teacher.
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Corps Presentation Night 2008.
Wasn't involved in all the fun cos' half the time I wasn't around, if not preparing for the farewell segment. But indeed it was the most memorable one I had, apart from CPN 2006. Good work Publicity, for producing something in only one or two weeks' time, since the preparation was so short. For that you all deserved a pat, especially Michelle Kenneth Esther and Tsern Ting, great work!

Saw lots of supersuper (old) seniors too! Maam Aminah, Sir Samuel, (even) Sir Charles, Sir Willy, Maam Sufang, Sir Eugene, CL Kokwei, Maam Ayu, and of course AC's dearest Maam Hawa. Remembered alot of them, cos' I learnt alot from them. Like Sir Charles, I think he only appeared once in my SJ life, and that's sec one where he taught us something, haha. CL Kokwei, who spent some time talking to me when I got CL rank at sec 4, and that inspired me. Maam Ayu, who guided me alot from ITC period till I became an instructor. And of course Maam Hawa, who scolded us and woke us up, all the way till we got our Zone Champions.
:)

I love SJAB. I love Mrs Tan!

(and CL Vivian, yet another successful project accomplished by the best parters of SJ! :D)

H3 IS OUT.

ALRIGHT MAN, H3 IS OUT OF MY LIFE, YAY.
Didn't do well, but should be able to pass, lol. I'm actually aiming for a B, or C.
Look at me, lowering my expectations like anything on Earth.
But I seriously don't feel like caring. Cos', more importantly,
H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER!
H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER!
H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER! H3 IS OVER!
THANKS MOON SEOKHAN SUYEE AND ALOT ALOT. I FINALLY ENDURED THROUGH THIS TOUGH MODULE!
Let's care about the results when time comes.

Went back to the corps today, felt refreshed, :)
I got my new officer corps tee too! Yay!
KAHLUN BETTER START STUDYING HARD!
Looking forward to CPN, anyhow, and since Mrs Tan is leaving, sigh.

Had Geography Urban essay test today as well, it's part of the JCTs.
Thought I'll be doomed since I devoted my two weeks of studying-till-1am plans to H3 Maths.
It turns out the 1hour reading on the way to school today helped me alot man.
Both questions covered on something I've read. But well, luck used up, and no luck for H3.
The proving questions are crazy, rah.

Anyhow, attended band concert last Saturday. :)
Really not bad. Maybe I don't know how to appreciate in the best way or something, but at least I enjoyed it! Haha. Took lots of crazy photos, went to chill out, and I refused to post the most explicit photo on Earth, heh.

OK, I'm getting tired, there's a lot of events going on tomorrow, and more on Friday.
Before I reach CPN, I have Mazarin Shine Day and college clean-up [!!].

Friend, good luck to your match tomorrow, :)

What can't be cured, must be endured.

3 more days to H3 Exam.

"A mother understands what a child does not say."
Happy Mothers' Day,
:)

half-dead.

OMG I like this photo, so cute. We smile like life's really good, well, not really so.
H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 H3.
This time I really sat down and studied, study and am studying. But well, nothing much goes in, or rather the speed I take is much slower than many geniuses out there.
Oh man. Zzz.

Haven't been myself lately.
Tried hard to listen to what people have to say like what I usually do, but currently I lost that precious ability. Maybe it's exam stress. Give me one more week friends, I do care but I don't show it these few days! Cos' I really want to give myself lots of attention as this paper is important to me.
Those who are not feeling good, takecare! In tough times like this, some grow wings and some walk on clutches, which one are you? :)

I hope I grow wings, and I really want to beat all geeks out there. Okay wrong, beat myself and get a Distinction for H3 maths! Oh man. Seems tougher than climbing Mt Everest.

I swear I won't blog for a week. Bye people. Suyee all the best for your competition! Fred all the best for your concert! Wenbin all the best for your H3 Exam next week! :)

Goal?

I can't believe I posted again on the same day.
Haven't done so for one year and more.

Read my posts last year, or even two years ago.
My goal was very simple, clear-cut, straight.
Get good results for Alevels, move on and apply for MOE scholarship, and go on to be a teacher. Maths, Chinese whatever, that can wait.

Now, if you ask me where am I going in future, I might take a few moments to think, and might not give you a confident and definite answer like how I used to. Oh well.

Initially I wanted H3 Maths so much too, now I don't even know what I took it for, why is this happening? Time? Hah, lousy excuse. Just say you've changed wenbin, you've changed.

Oh well, this is getting more and more tiring.

Okay I have lots to accomplish.
Save my H3,
Save my JCTs,
Save my time,
Save my weight,
Save my money,

and above all,
Save my friendship.



自从那一天起我自己做决定
自从那一天起不在意谁的否定
自从那一天起听我说的道理
when i am after 17.

"I can fly."

THAT'S IT. I HAD ENOUGH, I WANT TO WATCH IRONMAN! HAH.
man, After my H3 exam.














Yea, I should be out of SYF Parade already, since the rehearsals clashes with JCTs, that's great. Should be a happy thing more than a sad one, haha.

And and and, H3 exam coincides with 1/4 of Geography JCTs!
Omg, urban geog essay. What a freak.

And and and. I guess that's all for today, haha.
This is so freaking saddening but I'm still blogging, lol!
Shut up. Bye! :)

"m x n matrix is.."

okay i'm quite lag, CONGRATS MOONJY! you finished your concert, im happy and sad for you! hehe!










HAPPY LABOUR DAY.
my progress was slow today. i'm still at erm, topic 2? :(
omg i'm gonna do it. 13 more days to H3 alevels!

And i signed myself up for (or have to) HELL LOTS of zone activities this term (and term 3 :x).

1. CDI Course (June.)
2. SYF Parade (May - July!)
3. CPR-AED Course (June)
4. CBB Ceremony (June)
5. AGI (AUGUST!!!! lol.)

Man, lol. 1 course, 1 camp, 2 parades and 1 ceremony. 4 volunteered and 1 compulsory, i'm quite dumb but i don't regret it. cos' i know i will have to force myself to study for alevels and commit to all these at the same time, let's go!

"It is not true that if AB=0, A=0 or B=0...."
H3 madness.

Read a few paragraphs on TIME's report on global warming.
Found it quite enlightening, lol. madness.

MUG FOR H3!!!
and to some of 27/07, HAVE FUN IN KUANTAN. :)

there's IT Club tomorrow, hmmm.