the stupid computer distracts me.

this is how Tango looks like without their GI and AI. TANGGGGG... GO!

this is how the taitais used the remains of the ferero rocher box after they devoured the chocolates, including the wrappers. eh, huan'er looks like a bear, and moon looks like a big rocher!

this is what clarice the fairy does when loowb the goblin falls asleep for the entire economics lecture on monopoly. he just monopolised his dreams, okay no link.

this is how embarassed shumin is when she puts on nail polish. haha it sure looks funny on her, or is it HIM?!

this is how kahlun looks like when he just woke up. he wouldn't change his act-cute nature. SIGH! i hope you've been going home early, midyears are here!

this is how spastic i am when i have a bed, sunlight and a 3.2megapixels camera phone! LOL. ok shut up will'ya?!

my juniors, you guys better study for your midyears i tell you! especially adam bernie weiqi stephanie shumin and liying and shirleen! the rest don't need la, they should be able to study on their own :D

huang guoxiong you better take good care of your healthhh!

and i better shut the computer down, do my geog essay part 1 first, and study for my maths and chinese literature test tomorrow!

it's my FIRST c.lit test la. so scary. hope i pass! :x

HAPPY BDAY LEE YONGQING :D

happy birthday sgt lee! stay happy and crappy and you better pass your amaths! :D

















you better study hard for your exams too tanweiqi! :D
yes yes your earrings are cute. hahahaha.

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if you like her entertaining rubber face,
stay tuned!
i'll post if i got the mood and time.

jiejie cheerup!
:D

homework undone..... die.

unjustified. OTC theory over. BEST TRAINEE!

sorry, i don't have the rest of the photos.
i felt so unjustified.
i really had confidence in NA.
but, some other... omg.
i really felt unjustified. so so so so so unjustified.
the girls... sigh. i understand how it feels, i understand how shirleen feels.

AC AA and NC, they fought hard too.
but, i admit hwachong is real power. they deserve it more.
ahmad ibrahim... haha. i don't even know how they are.

after footdrill was over,
sat down there, talked with maam atikah.
i suddenly got a very tired feeling, we're talking about JCs.
and got a feeling all 4 teams will not get first.
felt freaking scared, and feel like crying out loud.

but it's in the parade square, what the hell.
so i went in to the toilet, wanted to wash my face.
i saw the last cubicle at the corner so tempting, i went in, and locked the door.
wanted to call someone to share my worry.
thinking of CL zuli, but i should not worry her further.
i called koksiong instead.
after a "hello', i immediately cried.
i wanted to talk, but realised my voice echoed the whole toilet.
told him how i felt and thei vision i had, and hung up.
buried myself near the toilet bowl and cried.
disgusting, ugly and unmanly. i wasn't man anyway.

was wrong to cry, already an OCT, should be the one encouraging and giving comfort.
the CLs can manage this emotional thing much better than i can, felt useless.
but well, my worst nightmare came true.

went up to the hall,
dared not face adam and liying and bernie and weiqi and shirleen.
roughly i can guess the results. my sixth sense is most of the time accurate, and sometimes accurate at the wrong time.
saw CL zuli, and i can't stand it again.
OCT loo's weak.

the results got announced. saw shili's NC grieving.
i can't stand it. as i consoled, i joined them too.
saw NA, they're worse. i... sigh.
siewbeng and ismail sat at where burr cried last year and i tried to console him in tears too.
NC was sitting at the place where liying and steph's team sat last year, not celebrating aloud cause tianrong's did not do as well.
they're still young children, who have promising looks...

gotta work harder for CAA.
gonna be a tough year ahead.
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Course IC wasn't fun.
got tekan-ed a few times by the Discipline Officer.
he tried to hold back his laughter sometimes when it's really funny.
likedat will have internal bleeding, he don't understand.
MOI pass! but i think i didn't do well, so... but i still hope for an A.
theory was hard. sigh.

i hope i can get all As for OTC, then at least i have the chance to qualify for best trainee.
i must do xinmin proud, i shall aim for best trainee of OTC 2007.
this is pride to the school. this is pride to the corps. this is pride to the zone.
my children showed me they really wanna bring glory back to xinmin.
how could i even think of smoking through OTC?
i must lead by example and show them that octloo's always behind them.
i can make xinmin corps proud again, i swear.

OTC theory phase ends today. i still don't like nor hate the course.
but i really like Tango! best group ever.
and i think only this few activities we start to open up, sad.
but next week we'll have a gathering! i hope.
camp phase coming real fast too.

this also tells me, no more xinmin for one month.
no more stjohn for one month.
study and homework starts tomorrow. get serious.
sigh. i must aim for best male trainee.

morale is low.

low morale.
my great friend told me that, "i can motivate you, but in the end is you who needs to change your mindset."
that's true, so true.
anyone can motivate you, but that's how much and how far someone can bring you.
it's you yourself who need to help yourself in the end.
everyone, take 5minutes and go reflect.
neh, he reflected until he dozed off.











i can't believe i cried today after what CL zuli told the trainers.
yea, that's so true.

"your teams will get sad, but who really feels the pinch and got so freaking sad is you all, the trainers..."

in fact i still can't forget.
how burr said sorry a million times when they lost.
how tianrong cried and i don't know what to say or do, but cried as well.
how adam and kahmeng remains dumb, and stunned...

i don't want the current people to feel this way too, and their trainers.
let me try tmr again.
it's my last chance.


and i bought avril's album.
not bad weiqi!

failed econs test badly. 7/25.
well college life, i don't like the feeling.

tired, i need a break.

SHE! haha.

it's going to be released on 11th May. so late, at least it's after OTC (: God wants to kill my boredom in absence of stjohn. haha.

I passed board jump! -laughs- i'm amazed at myself! lol. but as always, i fail pull up. :(

okay, i'm tired. sigh. i'm worried about zone comp, jiayou!

and huang guoxiong, although i doubt you'll see, THANKS! :D

kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng
kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng
kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng
kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng
kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng
kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng kahmeng

lol! i blogged a thousand times on you already :) cheerup! don't OOC, you haven't seen me being the best course IC! haha.

give me a break.

tmr is NAPFA mock for boardjump and pullup.
sigh, sian half already.
both i confirm die.
then have to attend special pe lessons.
oh well, if i can guarantee a silver, i don't mind, really.
I MUST GET SILVER for next year.
it's a MUST.
i wanna go back xinmin to do relief teaching.
for that to happen, i cannot book in NS early.
that's why NAPFA must be silver.
but it seems, impossible to me la.
sigh, you guys won't understand.

OTC's ending, as in the theory phase.
that's a huge relief.
but next week, the last theory day, which is also the theory test plus MOI,
I AM THE COURSE IC.
how suay can i get?
the last course IC for theory phase.
ui haven't even started on my MOI.
die 2.

i'm really tired.
give me a break,
not a kitkat.

SPEECH-CUM-HOMECOMING DAY 2007!

dearest kelvin!









wenlin and mel!









ahhh jerome! :D









SOME of AA. (:










SABRINA! haha, she's a very nice person (:












GUOXIONG! haha, i'm taller than him!








RONGYI! hahaha, squadmates! :D


made my valedictory speech, got my award. only regret was not to take a photo with mrtang. if time turns around again, I would have worked harder to get english A1.
speech day was cool. will post the group photo once i got it. this year's homecomnig got a weird feeling, i don't know how to describe, but.
well. haha, :/
i finally meet purepigs! i miss them alot alot alot alot alot!








serena with new haircut! [giggles]








minmin!!! :D


coincidentally, my dearest having dinner with 403 at hougang mall too, where purepigs had ours. serena defected from 403 to join us (: so after the whole thing, i went back with guoxiong :D saw valerie and peixuan [fellow OTCians!] at long john, XIONGWEI! my god i miss him, and nabilah! haha. weird.

actually we didn't go home. we spent the rest of tonight at punggol park. (: my OTC phobia is back. i really dread saturday nights.
i've come this far, alone. i know it's hard. but it's just one more step to the other end of the road. shouldn't waste time and make a detour. one more theory course day, and one more theory test day! pls, MOTIVATE ME!

my dearest laogong, although you shouldn't be able to read this since you don't visit here, but don't worry! i really decided to stay in temasek (: and i have you, what am i scared of!!!!










our beautiful legs :D
i really dread sundays.

Define happiness.

look at mr loowb.
he's eyeless with his temasek blazer on.
a smile so brilliant that the eyes find it too bright.
[woo, i think my English is funny.]
happiness is definitely not getting the uncle to adjust your blazer, body, face, and HEAD for a hundred times just for a photoshoot.
man, i hate it when people call me to turn/tilt my head for a million times.
to me turn and tilt are the same. in the end, everyone in the recital room laughed at me.
especially the CLL jiemei bev and CHRISTOPHER. one horrible man.
but in another way, i made everybody happy. this is happiness in a sense (:

happiness is carrying yingjie's adidas slingbag.
i love the bag! don't feel like getting my nike bag back.
(:










happiness is having a big head,
while others take 10minutes to learn whatever is taught,
i take 8 minutes (:










happiness is letting everybody see how spastic beverly is!
revenge is sweet, when bev posted a sleeping photo of me, she forgot i got worse ones of hers (:
this is happiness!




















happiness is having a wonderful friend in tjc!
yayy, i'm glad.
happiness is going back to XINMIN SPEECH-CUM-HOMECOMING DAY 2007!
happiness is being the valedictorian for 4E5N cohort 2006.

giving a speech infront of many distinguished guests is not happiness.
not doing my homework and PW is not happiness.
no time to do my work in the weekends is definitely not happiness.

happiness is dreaming AA AC NA NC getting zonal champions next week together!
happiness is seeing siewbeng improve soooo much!
happiness is seeing kahlun performing good CPR.
happiness is seeing the ambulance teams serious during trainings! [i mean most of the time]
happiness is knowing nursings are in safe hands! [sorry nursings, didn't really help]
happiness is compteams going to HQ on sunday with me!

unhappiness is seeing kahlun tucking out his shirt and walking on the big streets of hougang.
unhappiness is seeing kahlun going home LATE.

okay.
in conclusion, the reasons to define happiness outweights to that of the unhappiness :D
[sounds wrong.]

the importance of a best friend.

i took 27 today.
then koksiong was late, didn't catch the bus.
i told him i'd wait for him at the tampines stop.
so yea, i struggled to stay awake,
[i'm the alone on bus, can't sleep]
and when the bus reached IKEA,
my eyes gave way and closed!
The next thing i knoew, the vibration of my phone woke me up.
it's koksiong, i'm on the expressway to changi terminal already!
gosh, thus i took a cab to temasek.
Once again, he's very very important.


If you want to go fast, go alone.
If you want to go far, go together.

I AM IN COLLEGE. WHEE (:

yesterday....
AA AC must jiayou jiayou.
HCI footdrill really damn zai.
I saw it with my own eyes on sunday.
They even train on sundays! oh my god.
And they were so uniform, but yet their trainers still samulah.
c'mon, book your trainers down to HQ on sundays too! :D
I hope to see you guys during OTC and your HQ trainings next sunday! :D

haha i'm weird, i don't want to use a new post.
gahhh :S
okay, had maths lecture just now and it's freaking boring.
bev, sitting beside me just uploaded that photo on her livejournal.
WHAT IS THIS?! haha. rahhh.
maths tutorial got cancelled, since there's only 6 of us left in college.
eng lit people went little india to eat curry, LOL.

i just wanna say, i got the most outstanding student for year 2006! lol.
omg, i'm freaking shocked. changrong slapepd my face when he heard that, haha.
[disgress: TJCians remember to vote changrong and zhiyuan for SC!]
yes, i'm the valedictorian for xms 4E5N 2006, haha.
need to give a speech on speech day.
another plusplus on my JC testimonial.
another step closer to MOE scholarship.
another monetary source ^^

okay. haha. i shall stop here.
whee i still got a longgggg break!
byebye people :D

The tough gets going!

[blogged in word format]
Okay, what a day.
Had AA gathering on Good Friday! can’t be anymore funnier! Hahahahaha.
I just realized I got the talent of making ugly and stupid faces!
Econs students, this is no doubt the elasticity of the skin! [ES]
and i changed my phone! hahaha. K800I with great tennis game.

Saturday was FAC briefing, and two words: WASTE TIME!
Really, I could spend my wise time on maths tutorials or something.
I really am very slow behind compared to my CG.
But well, I think, I can catch up with another 2 days : P
I’m hyper, can’t help it!

Sunday was OTC.
Almost dozed off during every lecture.
And we had two hours of English lessons! That wasn’t communication!
Oh well.. I like Tango! We’re all very funny.
Sam Sir told us something on Sunday and I thought, well. It’s quite true.
And I want to share with the baby compteams.
“When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.”
Never bow to evil forces my juniors! When you guys find it tough, you guys get tougher!
:D I know I’ll be proud of you guys.

And Tango won the communication [it’s ENGLISH language] games[or test]!
Haha, thanks to michelle and aaron.
But I still feel sian towards OTC.
PT was tougher than the previous. Adelard and me sweated another 2 puddles of water.
It made me feel like shit today during PE @ TJC today. Oh man.

Today!
Haha finally school started after a rather long weekend.
And I felt very lethargic.
Made a promise to my geographical side of me to study human geog on the bus since there’s a test today.
I guessed I’ve failed. I slept on the bus once I board on and koksiong scolded me. lol.
Rahh! But I think I still did great for the data response test today! HMPH!
You never take geography and never realize how hard it is! Still psycho me to take chemistry! Hahahaha. *lame diao. I think I’m talking to myself.

And today, I just realized something funny in college.
Hmmm, to gain popularity, you have to act.
Really, acting. Fancy just a student council election,
And I see one or two twerps standing up and ACT like a leader.
What donation drive, and it’s an one-man show somemore.
I’m sorry to be blunt, but you drenched in sweat with your green uniform doesn’t make me empathise with you. It makes me feel that you’re doing this drive for votes and popularity.
Oh my. And I think zhiyuan’s much better! Haha.
Sort of regretted it, maybe I should run for elections with zhiyuan too.
Poor her, she’s alone.
I really just realized how evil and nasty politics can get.

Rahh! I ran 2.4km again without stopping! Ahahaha.
But it’s 12.10 minutes. Slow wenbin! Next week’s pull up and board jump.
I think I’ll fail both and have to go for SPECIAL PE lessons, oh great.
T.T

I have loads of homework undone. And I promised to seokie to catch up with the rest of the CG! Haha, give me this whole week to catch up.
And I just realized I haven’t done MOI! Haha. Dead meat.
Oh, and photos with Beverly and Sarah and a birdbird photo of huang guoxiong.




































sjab sjab sjab sjab sjab!
OTC is ending, two more theory phases! :D

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Promotion Parade 2007!

went back to xinmin with huang guoxiong!
haha.
promotion parade was so rewarding.
i'm proud of myself because i trained 3 STAFF SERGEANTS! :D
sigh, so touched.
and weiqi congrats! you're CL! lol.
and ma'am atikah should be my best role model.
she lives in hougang, studies in VJC, and still have time for stjohn.
i should learn from her.

ok econs test tmr and i've done NOTHING.
bye people :D

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ACNC! I MISS YOU ALL!

AC and NC 2005!
i still remembered how me and kunyang quarreled.
til the extent that the whole AC cried once. haha. :x
i'm uber bad, sorry.
i still remembered how we consoled NC at bugis after the comp on 2nd april 2005.
they were so persistent on appealing, but well.
the darkness of sjab.

but well, we didn't give up.
see aishah's team got national 2nd!
see weiqi's team got into nationals! woo.
we were still great one year later (:

we really had great times previously.
now, all i could say is, goodluck to your endeavours!
don't forget to always drop by XMSJAB, we'll be welcome always (:
right yongqing or tianrong or whoever? :D

i really miss alot of my friends.
i haven't seen jerome and arvina for quite sometime.
i haven't seen karen rachel and cynthia for a long time!
i haven't seen 406 for quite some time!
i haven't seen purepigs for a long long time! ):
sad, i really miss purepigs alot.
saw sherman today, he's in TPJC and he turned more handsome (:

went tampines mall with kok after school.
PE was javelin today, so slack.
fooled around at toy'r'us.
my gut feeling tells me we gonna rely on each other heavily for another one year +.
:D
bleh, i got other stuff to do. seeyou guys soon!

I LOVE AA!

i'm sorry sec3s, i'm so stupid today,
haha, supposed to go HQ with sec3s this morning and yet i brought them to amk. T.T
OCT wenbin has no sense of direction, now and forever.

i seriously think XMSJAB will be the top collector for flag day! we were great man! :D
and OTC was dead boring today.
and the best trainee award really very pretty, oh my god.
maam meizhu got one!

and I LOVE AA SERIOUSLY!
happy anniversary (:
you guys rock, really!
made my sec4 life real colourful, haha.
aiyo, lots of love from your [once] sgt wenbin! :D

okay, gtg do lotsa stuff.
promotion parade is coming, but...