I WANT TO RANT. dumb ass.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOON AND YEELING! :D
hougang boy loves you!

thanks for all the wishings on my tagboard!
rrly tired to reply,
but i really appreciate it. :)




ok i hope none of them read this.
but i really really am not up to the job of being the president of this IT club.
ppl can tell me mtgs aren't productive, when they themselves aren't contributing.
davin said the club sucks, that's so true when the president (ME) sucks cos' he's just doing nothing but rot.
okay the notice board, it's been there for half a year then the notices put up on april 2007 were cleared.
okay those programmes i promised, nothing is seen at all YET.
yes it's my fault for most, but many of the people inside there are also very very very unworkable and incooperative.
i really dread this pdp or commitment or responsibility, maybe more like a burden.
i'm sorry, but i really can't commit. oh my. stretch myself until i die.
if i have better members who are more supportive maybe i will be more willing. but for now, no. deadly no. this club sucks cos the ppl especially the president sucks.

i got h3 mazarin studies and my sjab cadets. im not as free as you are. and so what if you are free? a meeting only also complain like siao. i want to scold vulgarities but that's not me sadly. im so frigging frustrated. not with anybody but MYSELF.
when the followers doesn't face the same direction as you and the thin thread holding the team together is broken, it's the leader's fault.

yes, i am their leader.

January is birthday month!

17 January was Chris' birthday! haha.
we did something real funny after PE.





























figured out the words? it's "Happy Bday Chris!" LOL.

24 January was Justin's birthday. celebrated in advance on Saturday. my god, i didn't take a photo of him being smashed by the cake. yingjie is super duper evil. she'll die on her bday.
happy bday justin! :D













22January was Seokhan's and karen's bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
this hello kitty cake was preordered two weeks in advance.
SINCERE ALRIGHT GOHSEOK! KEEP SAYING ME !&%#@%$













































careful moon, she'll get her revenge.

23January was jielin's bday! happy birthday! hahha.










25 January and 26th was ITC2008. not exactly a good one. but the trainers were good.
hmmm, there's still time!






























[I WANTED TO UPLOAD THE ONE I TOOK WITH ADAM AND BERNIE. SHIT, NEXT TIME.]

MAZIAH IS SUPER FUNNY! mr tong was late for GP and we were talking and playing around. she got this random photo of fred and me and it was absolutely gay! her editing made it look worse, omg! fred you suck alright! you left me to run(actually i walked) alone in PE today! rahhhhhh! 4.1 km leh! zzzz. alright forget it you got me a funny photo HAHA. :P













SLAP MY FACE. i shouldn't be blogging. i still have lots of things undone and i have to finish them today.
cheer up friends! i'm so tired but i'm still going on! :D
and there was one day after the release of olevels results that i suddenly thought of xinmin and missed it so much. this is a habit which is damn bad at times. yes rmb your past and appreciate, but too much of it is unhealthy. i'm learning to look forward. one day i have to step down too, right moon? sigh, we'll see.

i'm still fighting! fight with me! we'll conquer alevels and napfa and stjohn and all sorts of problems, wow i'm damn high. i got lots of pimples which covered my face like nothing, oh yucks. i'm quite looking forward to the march camp. i'm quite looking forward to holidays. i'm quite looking forward to the kuantan geog trip. i hate h3 maths.
i dont want to go school tmr! haha. oh ytd was gogreen day and took alot of funny photos. especially GEKKIM, ugly to the power of infinity. shall post soon if i do. BYE!

Whatever.

this is like expired. koksiong's bday! hahaha. super dumb. it's a tausabao. i didn't upload photos onto the computer for a week already, so wait huh. seok's bday was more interesting. haha.

Mr Lim said something to me on wednesday.
"我对你期望很高,不要让我失望."
... And half an hour ago, i'm still stuggling to do H3 Tutorial 2.
congratulations, i solved 3 parts of questions. That's all.
sigh, :(
I really think i'll die for the H3 test that's coming real soon.
it's not that i never study nor do my work, it's really hard to understand and no one can help me.. oh gosh. jerome... :(

On a happier note, my juniors did well for Olevels! weee! :D
haha. congratulations to weiqi too! you are like so qiang! so JC or poly?
and another thing, kahmeng! omg. he smsed me and thanked me. i was super touched. i thought i lost him after zone comp, but i guess he's ready to fly off from here and soar somewhere else. :) i'm proud of him too! and adam and everything! those sec4s also got A1 for higher chinese, nice one!

yup, H3 makes me sad but the results made me a little better.
i got a bad hair cut. damn.

there's H3 tomorrow :(
there's instructors' camp tmr :)

everyday is such a mixture of everything.
CAN SOMEONE SEND ME A MATHS GENIUS TO SOLVE ALL THE TEDIOUS H3 PROBLEMS?

bye people. i want to sleep early for there's H3 and camp tmr.
take care all! i'm not giving up!

F NUMMAT.

After CNY, it's H3 Alevels straightaway, 15%.
After Good Friday, it's H3 Alevels straightaway, 15%.
After Labour Day, it's H3 Alevels almost straightaway, 70%.

This whole thing is freaking me out.
And it gives me the OTC feel again, I'm alone.
The worst thing of all, you only have one week to study cos' the major exam is one week after they finish teaching everything.

Oh man.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COW AND BULL!

wow, my bestest friends are all Capricorns, like me.
and they have the same birthday! WOW! LOL.














hello SERENA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
thanks for being a wonderful friend.
thanks for pulling me out to do homework.
thanks for all the bimbotic acts that were so stupid i never fail to laugh. (jy's better of course)
thanks for being such a wonderful and gluttonous cow.
thanks for introducing me such a wonderful boyfriend in HKcafe.
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS! :D














hello KOKSIONG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
what should i say? you're my best friend. end.
hahaha! short and sweet, thanks a lot for a happening 2007. :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST(s)! :D
goodnight!
(ps nks you're gonna like my wonderful gift!)

2008, I feel cheated.

hehe zhiyuan, did i say i like this photo? you look like my mother. =)







yes this is outdated, it's newyear's eve at yingjie's. drank rum with coke and got drunk, i mean half-drunk. talking about rum and drunk, i thought of alcohol poisoning and first aid. REMEMBER ALCOHOL POISONING LEADS TO HYPOTHERMIA. NC YOU BETTER READ UP MORE!




































thanks ar, yingjie.






Maths tutorial! Can I complain?
not that i don't like the other class, but our tutorial class (we are combined with 28!) is simply too large and mr lim has to divide his attention spent, and i don't like that idea. anyway his new hair is cooler than whatever he got last year, lol. Probability is disgusting, and so is mr lim's drawing. he drew a King spade and Queen spade sign, which looks like... a bun?! haha.














ALAF! ALAF! HAHAHHA, DUMB.










PNGZHIYUAN! was on friday i think, haha. i don't have the photo with jon, zhiyuan send me soon!







comp training on saturday, NC made progress, but sadly still too slow. gosh. It was steph's bday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D













Celebrated serena's at night :) she still got 4 more days, with koksiong. HAHA!



















sigh, yet another cake disaster, i understand. poor cake.









































H3 maths is like, hard. haha. this is just the first week but lots happened. it went past like two weeks. this week is super long, and this will continue... oh my. let's hope i can achieve what i want, and do what i want. 2008 don't cheat me, i wanna make a great year. but. blah!

work harder wb!

Changing times.

Change of seasons is the work of nature, nobody and nothing can defy this law, and I'm just a part of it.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FAIRY! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEON! :D

went back for compteam training on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL (yes! so cool ;D), searched through cupboard and i found this!!! the S3 file of 2006! haha. yes was the head for that year, suddenly remembered that camp. it was the worst camp of my whole stjohn life. i basically screw a 1001 issues, especially that CAMP NIGHT HIGHLIGHT. omg my S3 memebsr of 2006 i hope you guys remembered what we did. it was crazily lousy. i got kahhao and momo as DY! yesyes! hahaha. wow suddenly everything came back. and i scolded adam tr and kahmeng like siao once, about the whistle thing. oh man, haha. that was two years ago. :) times changed. i thought that was a good experience, i learnt and grew after those heart-chilling criticism and self-expectations.













two years later(which is now), my juniors are growing up too! yongqing got more pimples, nab's voice got sexier, mich's got fiercer and fiercer and sk's specs changed for the worse! and even the sickening and very playful leongkahlun is wearing long pants already! oh my, I've been in this homely community for the 6th year. haiya kahlun you better grow up!










ok although we grow up but bernie's diet doesn't change. MEAT MEAT AND MEAT. CARNIVORE. omg. so disgusting.










clarice's birthday yesterday, she looked kind shocked.













happy birthday fairy! :D










went for the station masters thing yesterday, to help out in Orientation. man was it boring! we got chased out of macs and we had to sleep outside the shopping centre, on the floor! somemore it's SIGLAP, i was chased out in somewhere i don't even know where. ZHIYUAN HOW PATHETIC WERE WE (especially me)?! VERY! you better thank us! thank me by pulling moonjy to LEP camp! hahaha :D
went tampines to do some shopping and asked dj out, HE ACTUALLY WAS SO SPORTY AND AGREED! :DDD ok i look super bad in the photo.

am glad that we still laugh like how we did a year ago, although distance and time separate us apart. im happy that we're still good friends :D



AND I REMEMBERED WHAT'S THE 'P' WORD! omg. i spent two thousand years today in stjohn room to think la. no it's not positive, not playful, not perseverance, not punctual, not......, IT'S PARTICIPATE! :D hahahahaha. (faints.)

before i end today's post, let me share with you something cute, from dearest selina. she posted a new year message on the forum for her fans and this is the first part, which is super dumb.
"歡送走充實的2007
已經排滿的通告表讓我不得不期待今年又會有怎樣的驚喜呢?
但說到驚喜......嗯.....我想大家都已經知道我\‘榮登\‘2008第一期八卦週刊的小封面了吧!
真不知該感謝狗仔的用心還是該懊悔對不起華研的栽培
我也不想用這樣的方式跟大家拜新年阿......
看到大家為我打抱不平又討論這麼激烈 真覺得你們好可愛!!"

After so much in life I came to realise and accept that departures are part of life. It's not a now or never, but rather a sooner or later. I guess, my autumn is coming, and i should fall and return to the ground. I guess I'll be prepared when the time comes.